It’s a personal blog, kaya wag kang aangal kung puro drama yung nasa blog niya.
Gusto ko magkwento kahit na nung July 7 pa yan.
Ganito kasi, parang medyo nagkaron kami ng tampuhan nung weekend bago yan. Tapos eh di kinabukasan, may pasok. Syempre, sabay kami pumasok. Nung pagdating, nung pagkakita ko sakanya non parang naalala ko nanaman kaya ang tahimik ko lang non. Tapos ayon, hanggang sa may titingnan kasi ako sa phone niya, tapos pagtingin ko sa phone niya. Nagulat ako na yan na yung lockscreen niya. Di ko nga agad napansin kasi plano ko mabilis lang kasi ewan ko. Tas ayon, nagulat ako na bat puti tas pagtingin ko ayan yung nabasa ko. Tas pagunlock ko, yan naman yung homescreen niya. Napangiti nga agad ako non eh! Kahit sino naman siguro mapapangiti ng bongga. Tapos ayon, sinunod ko yung directions, tapos pagpunta ko sa notes, meron siyang nobelang letter na sobrang nakakatouch, nakakilig at lahat lahat na. Tas syempre, patago ko binabasa para di niya makita na kinikilig ako. Pero gusto ko na manghampas non sa sobrang kilig. Tapos ayon, pagpunta ko naman sa videos, gumawa siya ng video ng pictures namin tapos sa dulo may message. Haaay. :”> Sobra talaga akong kinilig, natouch at sumaya sa effort na ginawa niya na to. Iba talaga siya!
It’s not easy being a girl. No it’s not. We need to comb our long freezy tangled hair everyday. We spend a lot of time just staring in our closet and a lot more time trying to find the perfect clothing for the day. We waste time in front of the mirror to a least look normal. We make a lot of effort to at least look decent. And no, the dirty look does not apply to us. If we do dirty look, we look like a trash. It’s not hot. It’s trashy.
It’s even harder to be notice. I mean if guys are complaining about how hard it is to court a girl, dafuq! Do you even have an idea how hard it is just to wait around for you to be noticed by someone. It’s like you are waiting to rain burgers. You don’t know if you’ll be notice or not. We can’t always approach or start a conversation because we will look flirty. Even how much we wanted to talk to that someone, we need to embody the principles of being a woman. We wanted to look good and sexy but it’s hard. It’s hard to look sexy without being tagged as slutty. We even need to be careful to the words we say, because we are born naturally talkative, we say a lot even those words that improper for us (According to the society).
And on relationships, most guys complain about not appreciating their efforts. But the hell, do you even know how effort we make each day. We always strive to look good for you and we always try to understand almost everything. Do you even have an idea how hard it is to walk on high heels just to look presentable in your eyes? How we try to make our smile perfect just for you to believe that we are happy. And how awkward it is to wear dresses on dates just so you can say that we are beautiful. Even just preparing ourselves for you is hard but we don’t mind. Why? Because even how hard it is to look good, it’s nothing as long as it’s for you.
Dafuq is that monthly period! We have to suffer that monthly. Like we are literally dying constantly. It’s no fun being bipolar you know. It’s no fun changing moods. It hurts like hell. It even hurts more than our first heart break and we have that every month. That cramps. Those weird bruises that appears everywhere and the effort of being hygienic no matter how lazy we are. These were the times when we really hate being a girl. Of course other than being the damsel in distress whenever or boyfriends cheat on us. But seriously. Just seriously.
Guys gets annoyed with clingy, noisy, unpredictable, complicated and too jelous girls. But dude, it’s even harder for us to be that. It’s not easy being clingy. What’s fun of getting paranoid all the time whenever the person we love won’t text us or won’t see us. Do you even have an idea how much we hate ourselves for being so mushy. Yes. We also don’t like to get mushy and cheesy all the time but how can we help it. WE ARE IN LOVE. We tend to be different when we are in love. We lose our normal self. It’s not fun to be noisy tho. Or we don’t meant to be noisy. We just don’t want you to get bored and think that we are not exciting. It’s hard to talk a lot of none sense and look stupid. And being unpredictable and complicated. That’s the thing about girls, we don’t know what we want. We easily switch emotions. But we are not happy about being complicated. It’s hard for us too. Not knowing what we really want. We have a lot of fears and we are always afraid to get hurt. That’s why even how much we want to trust someone, we always have this second guessing. It’s hard being a girl and being weak. It’s hard getting hurt. It’s even hard getting jelous like we are always afraid that guys will find someone better than us. And all of the sudden, will leave us. We always have the fear of being left.
It’s not easy being a girl. We have to deal with these stuffs constantly everyday for the rest of our lives. And at the end of the day, we just really need someone who will love us no matter how hard it is. At the end, we really just wan’t someone who will understand each and every imperfections we have. Because it might not be easy being a girl and being a girl might suck most if the time. But if we find the one, that’s when we thank God that he created us this way.